As you go to school I'm at home. As you play around I'm in bed, as you drink a delicious cup of flavoured liquid while smiling in delight I'm drinking a spoonful of sour medicine while squinting in pain. Everyone thinks I am the luckiest person in the world just lying in bed or sleeping, but to me it's fate. I've had enough. As my parents kiss me good night I grab my coat and step out of the house bare-footed knowing that this decision I've made is the biggest risks a girl can make. But I've done it now.