My frantic house

In my house it is very frantic. There is a lot of shouting and sometimes it can be a misery. All pale and dark. But one day things changed. If you say that it sounds like it is going to get better but in this case things get a lot worse. My father passed away in a car crash. I was in the car at the time but I only have a broken arm. Things got a lot weirder and quieter. It the mornings there is no coffee or jokes. There is no way I will ever forget him. RIP.