Don't worry eventually you will recover from this tragedy. If you be persistent through the toughest times nothing can ever put you down. Life is full of horrible things but you have to work your way through them. There is no point giving up now you have a whole life to live for. Put the horrific memories behind you. Don't hold on to them. Let them go. Retrieve all your personal belongings that you can find. Hold on to every: Picture, Toy, Money, Clothes and all the things that are important to yourself.Don't ever, ever give up.