The tragic event

One day a little boy and his parents were going to visit his grandparents ,but the day before, his father went missing . His mother was grieving terribly so they didn't go and visit his grandparents. He felt a longing for his father . He felt he was responsible for his father disappearing but no he wasn't but still he felt quilt but why ? The next day he felt really ill it was a punishment wasn't it why ? I now feel trapped in a cloud of confusion what happend father come back please I cant live without you .