Dystopian society

Finally. I have got my first kill. A deer. I feel sorry for the thing, but how else am I going to stay alive. My family needs as much food as possible. They are relying on me to provide it. Now that my sister has died. Jane. She would always teach me how to hunt and all different types of things. She was the one that used to provide food for us. But now she's gone. She died during the underground explosion. She was chosen to get rid of the bombs. She was forced to do that. I lost her. I'm really worried because tomorrow I'm turning 11 and will be fighting for life whiles I try to get rid of the bombs. Me.